Get Well August..

I'm sad to report that my darling August..
Has a fried video card.. *sigh*

Don't think I'll be online for some time..
Unless I come here to visit R again..
Or I get my new com up (yes, I am about fed up with all the many problems that keep popping up)..
Whichever is earlier..

- 20 October 2003 7:33pm -

My boss..

Is mad..
Either that or it could be her ambition
To drive ME mad.

I no longer care about receiving my Confirmation..
I don't care about her talk about workin alternate Saturdays..
Neither do I care about the slight pay increment she keeps hinting at..

I just want her to stop accusing me or degrading me..
In fact not being Confirmed is becoming more attractive..
So I can just leave at any time and wouldn't have to give her a month's notice before I can leave..

It's already tough enough to go through the routine of everyday..
The routine alone already makes me feel lonesome, unhappy and restricted..
Getting shelled by her for no apparent reason
Just makes it harder for me to fight Depression..

- 10 October 2003 11:00pm -

It's Sunday again..

Somehow the hectic bustles of everyday..
Make my days seem like they crossfade directly into Sundays
And Sundays into weeks
And weeks into months..
And thereafter months into years..

I can imagine
How one's days may continue merging into the golden sunset of one's Life..
Seemingly unceasing..
Contented with the passing of each day..

However content I am not..
I can only see the present..
I cant see myself moving onto other/bigger things..
Even though my ambition dictates higher dreams
And my longings won't let me be satisfied with my Life now..

I want to move on and yet I seem to be stuck here for now..
I guess I need to be Patient
And my Life now is but a work in progress..

- 5 October 2003 3:43pm -